Monday, March 17, 2008

Love You Forever

So glad you came in my life
So glad our love was so real, it’s so nice
So sorry it had to end
Don’t worry my heart will mend
I know that we will be friends

Oh baby…

I really did love you
I really do love you
I really will love you forever
Whatever shape or form
My love for you becomes
I know I will love you forever

The truth is I’d like to cry
But what we said was goodnight, not goodbye
And if I’m not gonna lie
The only reason I’ve cried
Is ‘caus I miss you tonight

Somewhere inside I'm so sad
I know this isn’t what I had in mind
The thing is when I think back
On times that you and I had
It only just makes me smile

So glad you came in my life
So glad our love was so real, it’s so nice
So sorry it had to end
Don’t worry my heart will mend
I know we will be friends

Friday, January 11, 2008

Happy 2008. A little Belated.

Happy New Year! New Year's resolution? "Oh, just do it."

Yup, that sums it up! Stop thinking about it. Stop thinking about the implications. The future. Just do it. Here is the thought process:

Is it something you want? If yes, proceed.
Is this something that makes you happy? If yes, PROCEED.

As simple as that. Of course, if I were an evil person, it would not be a very good resolution.... because I would probably hurt lots of poeple and break lots of things. Thankfully, disregarding other's feelings does not make me happy. What I want, at least for today, is to better myself... in every way. Live happy.

Actually, live happy is the first step. Everybody's I think. Then, when you are happy, you can really start to accomplish things. Real things. Things like being able to listen. Love. Believe in others. But especially, believe in yourself.

I remember talking about being happy a lot. About what it takes for someone to be happy. I always loved the quote: "There is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way." And I still find it oh so very wise. Although, I must say... sometimes, it gets hard. When things just don't go the way you thought they would. When your heart breaks. When you get let down. When you have what-else-can-possibly-go-wrong days and yet another thing goes wrong... and another. Anyway, you get my point.

What is the key then? Ah, who knows. For me, it was not giving up. Of course, it helps that I have amazing people around me. Who don't tell me that the world is wonderful... but who are there for me when it isn't. They don't promise that things will be okay, but tell me I must move on. On top of that, they don't do it in a mean, lecturing voice, but in a loving and soothing tone! haha. I just figure.. if people like them exist, the world can't be that bad.

And it really isn't! And here we are again. With the key. The believing. The faith. The unfailing positive attitude. I will say no more. Only you can convince you. Or if you have friends with loving and soothing voices, you should ask them to convince you. It's worth it, just trust me.

Wow! Well that was a long tangent. All this to say that... for the first time in a long time, I am happy. And I am ready to get started on doing all those real things. Like being able to listen. Love. Believe in others. Believe in myself.... to do all the things I've been dreaming of doing.

To look at my to-do list, say "Oh, just do it..." and actually do it.

Sunday, January 28, 2007

I Just Want to Be Happy

I just want to be happy. I just want things to be simple. Straightforward. Honest and real.

I just want it to be easy. To talk. To communicate. To understand. Just like that.

I just want to get what a want. Without having to try too hard. Without having to work or fight for it. Without having to walk the right winding path.

I just want to do it all the right way. No mistakes. No falling down. I just want to stand tall.

I just want to trust. To never have to doubt you. To never have to wonder if you mean what you say. Or say what you mean.

I just want you to know. Who I am. What makes me laugh. What makes me cry.

I just want to laugh. Never want to cry. Never want to feel sad. I just want to smile.

I just want to be happy. For me. For you. For everybody.

It's quite a childish way of thinking, I suppose.
It's quite funny, I guess.
It's really quite unreasonable, I know.

It's quite boring... perhaps.

But can I just wish this..?

Just for one single moment, one single second...

To just simply be happy.

Monday, January 01, 2007

Here's to 2007

Happy new year! That seems like the most appropriate thing to say on a day such as this. Well, I mean, on the first day of the year. WOoohooOo! (Can you tell I'm not all there? =p)

It's been a short break. It's been a long crazy year. I suppose I'm glad it's all over. But friends have come and gone away for the break. And now, it's back to reality.

Last few months of school. Last term in class. Maybe forever.

I have no idea where I'll be by this time next year.

But here's to Good Things. Here's to taking more risks, making more bad decisions (hopefully less than last year). Here's to growing up, growing wiser as opposed to growing bitter... and hopefully growing more brave to go for the things we really do hold dear to our hearts. Like dreams. Like passion. Like love.

Here's to more good than bad. More laughs than tears... and always more food and wine than empty stomachs.

Here's to you, friends! Have an amazing one.